Saturday, April 10, 2010

just give me Jesus.

its amazing to me how Jesus Christ never changes, leaves, or forsakes us no matter what we do or how far away we stray from Him. i think that sometimes we lose ourselves, or maybe we never even knew who we were to begin with. its not until we are completely in love with Christ that we find where we belong. i have been through some of the hardest things in my life all in the past year, but i honestly wouldnt change a thing. i met someone who means the world to me this year..its safe to say that i will never be the same person as i was before. he doesnt know it, but because of him i have found who i am and i am finally at peace about everything. for the first time i think im falling in love. i made a decision to stick to my morals and to give it all over to Christ instead of just going with it because its what i want. its going to break my heart into two if i have to watch this person walk out of my life because of it, but i know that its the right thing and that Christ will put my heart back together again. i think its important that we always stick to what we believe. the things and the people in our life will never remain constant. the only thing that we have no matter what happens or where life takes us are Jesus Christ and ourselfs. so, find out who you are and go with it. never let the words of someone else dictate how you view yourself. God only creates beautiful things, dont ever let the faults of another man make you belive that you're less than beautiful. i have watched my dad over come things that doctors found impossible, ive seen my grandpa live through 3 different kinds of cancer, and have witnessed many other things that most would find hard to believe. its amazing what i little faith can do. i know that we have never seen a mountain move, no one alive today got to see Him split the sea into two, we cant fathom the image of Him walking on water...but there are so many other things that He has done, we are just too niave to notice them because we are so caught up in other things that we think are "important". i know that all things are possible in His name. because of this i will give Him my entire heart, life, and soul. like i said, it will kill me to watch the person that means most to me walk out of my life knowing that i could give in, change myself and what i stand for, but i will continue to pray that one day he will feel the love of Christ the way that i am right now. let Christ save you. look around, He's everywhere.

you can have all this world, just give me Jesus.